Okay I’m sensitive, I’m selfish, I’m moody and more over I’m annoying.
Sorry… It’s because I too much love you.
More than you know… How deep my feeling.
Only one reason and the reason is you, only you.
I’m so sorry for this feeling.
I’ve been trying to hold it but still I can’t.. Sorry.

Just Because I’m quiet it doesn’t mean I don’t have a lot to say
Just Because I appear happy doesn’t mean everything’s ok
Just Because I forgive doesn’t mean I forget
Just Because I don’t listen to you doesn’t mean I don’t care
Just Because I don’t show my feelings doesn’t mean I don’t have any
Just Because I don’t say I love you doesn’t mean I don’t

I am not an angel who always have to understand other people.
I am just an ordinary people who also want to understood by others.
When my emotions come, when I feel not strong, when my mood not good, when I feel I'm lonely, when finnaly I'm cry..... I wish someone could understand me, come to me, protect me, hug me and make it better :')

I’m just trying to be honest

Honestly …..
I don’t like when you begin to relate to other women.
I don’t like when you talk about other women.
I don’t like when you go out with other woman.
I don’t like when you give more attention to other women.

Though….. I know you and her’s no relation, but I still don’t like it. I’m jealous! You know that? I’m jealous, just it.

You know why? It’s just because I Love you, I’m care about you. I don’t want you to be owned by someone else.

Aku.......

Disini aku ngga tau mesti cerita sama siapa..
Disini aku ngga tau gimana cara ungkapin semuanya..
Disini aku ngga tau kenapa aku sebenernya..
Disini aku ngga tau tujuan aku apa..
Disini aku ngga tau guna aku apa..
Disini aku ngga tau kenapa aku selalu melakukan hal yang salah..
Disini aku ngga tau apa yang harus aku lakuin..
Yang aku tau disini aku punya kamu, mereka dan semuanya yang peduli sama aku. Meski kamu, mereka dan semuanya belum tentu ngerti gimana jadi aku.
Karena cuma kamu, mereka dan semuanya yang buat aku ngerasa lebih berharga..
Karena cuma kamu, mereka dan semuanya yang buat aku lebih kuat..
Karena cuma kamu, mereka dan semuanya yang buat aku lupa waktu dan lupa semua masalah yang ada..
Sekarang aku tau, bukan hidup namanya kalo ngga ada masalah..
Sekarang aku tau, masalah bisa buat aku lebih dewasa..
Sekarang aku tau, aku beruntung karena ada diantara kamu, mereka dan semuanya..
And the last.. Sekarang aku tau, aku bahagia banget karena ini!!!!!!
Okay keep smile mi, ini ngga seburuk yang dikira :) Start from my self and everything gonna be okay..
Kamu, mereka dan semuanya.. The best thing that ever been mine ♥

Sometimes, I feel alone I feel left out.
I just smile and pretend that everything is okay.
Sometimes, I even think that nobody loves me.
Sometimes, I think that nobody understand me. They just pretend that they give a fuck on what I’m saying.
I can’t tell it to anyone cause they might think that I’m too dramatic.
So, I keep myself silent…
I wish someone would say this to me “Stop crying. I’m here, I won’t leave you no matter what” and…. Hugs tight :-)